Food freedom. In a world of diet culture where we’re all affected, at least a little bit, it’s hard to know what it feels like to eat normally, eat without micro analyzing whether or not it’s ‘healthy enough.’ But lately, the past month, eating has felt. um. normal, for the first time in a long time. And my soul and body and mind and heart is SOOO happy and thankful.
Honestly, I never thought I would come back to this point, because sometimes it seemed so unreachable, unattainable, impossible; however this past year has just taught me that God can do things SO far and beyond man’s abilities.
I was able to go to Panera and for the first time enjoy one of their pastries without much, if any, guilt over eating it. I truly enjoyed the normal eating of a pastry without over-thinking the calories or sugar or fat or carbs.