I don’t want to be a drama queen, but this year and about 3 years ago, I dealt with some really difficult heartbreak. It’s left me feeling weary, hurt, confused, lonely, and even despairing at times. I dealt with the guilt of breaking someone else’s heart or should I call it ‘bruising their heart?’ And my own heart felt hurt and lost and despairing at the same time.
Relationships are hard. I learned just how hard it was for me to be vulnerable in relationships when it came to recovery.
Then it came to the first time a guy liked me, I mean, seriously liked me. I was happy; I was over the moon; I felt so privileged and undeserving.