Picture Credit: All of the photos of me cuddling with my adorable husky Ochki were taken by my sister Bekah.
I don’t think I’ve wrestled so much with truly being content in the last 9 or 10 years, and I don’t think I’ve ever found such glorious freedom and joy and learning to be content especially with the way God made my body in the last year. This year has contained SOOO much; it contained healing with my digestion, facing fears especially related to traveling, realizing that I wasn’t as far along in recovery as I thought, and coming to truly embrace the joy of knowing that God can take care of my body and heal my body and understands my body much better than I do.
I’m finally happy in choosing a Medium over a Small if it will make me less aware and conscious of my body. I’m thankful for the opportunity to be more involved in other people’s lives like Jess mentioned in the podcast. I was so focused on myself that I could not see other people’s hurt and other people’s insecurities and needs and their brokenness too.