It baffles me how this website of mine used to keep me afloat, but now I hardly ever think about it. Perhaps that’s a testament to my recovery, but ultimately I think it’s indicative at how busy life is. Every so often I think to myself, I should come on here and provide and update, but that leaves me feeling exhausted even before I open up my laptop.
Writing, for me, has always come in waves. There are days when I don’t even believe I’ve written a full novel- that sounds like an insurmountable task right now. I don’t know when I’ll overcome the boggled down feeling I have toward writing, but what I do know is that I cannot force it. If anything, that will only prolong the dry-spell. So for now, I’m giving myself a break. Any mental energy I have toward writing, I direct it toward my schoolwork.
But, because this is my blog, I do want to briefly chime in with what life has been like this summer. [Read more…]